Finally got promoted to detective. I passed the test with flying colors ( Read more... )

Now that David bitched enough....look I am updating ( Read more... )

Life is usual up here in NY Land ( Read more... )

Well fuck it I put in for my transfer back to the beach. I also put in one for Chesapeake just in case I have trouble. This is what you want Sarah so this is what you will get. I will say this though. I love you and I am not scared to say it. I know you love John and I know that it will be a cold day in hell before you give me your heart but I ( Read more... )

psss! don't tell sarah but I am back at the beach. I am gonna show up and surprise her tomorrow. God it is heaven sent to hug that girl.

Yes Yes I am alive

Well how do I say this ( Read more... )

Well I made it to New York okay ( Read more... )

Still not quite sure what I am doing. I am all packed up and ready to go sleeping on a sleeping bag.  Part of me wants to leave but part of me is hurting so bad that I can't see straight sometimes.

Sarah is tearing me to pieces. She is doing this thing where she is trying to get used to be me bein gone so she is ignoring me. Won't take my calls, ( Read more... )

I am packing my shit up. Getting ready to go. But I am having second thoughts. Her eyes plead for me to stay even though her mouth says that I should do what I have to. Who is going to protect her while I am gone? What to do? What to do?