the funeral was harder than i thought it would be. but it gave me the reality that i needed. and the chance to say goodbye.

i hope it gave a small comfort to his family. i know hes watching down on them and making sure they're taken good care of.

he's home now and will watch over us all.

yesterday was ridiculously hot ( Read more... )

drunk jim + ddr + george bush + hanging with cullen = one hilarious night.

and much needed. it's good to do things that keep my mind occupied. so im glad amandas still having her party. and thats all i got.

goodnight.<3

funny how some things never change ( Read more... )

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its surreal. it really is. and it just hasnt sunk in for me yet. im so glad to have soo many good memories. it will be so weird to go back to south next year and not find him there on the stage. i dont blame God or anybody. it was an accident. he wouldnt want us to dwell on this forever, i know that.

now i was pretty close to him so this is hard. ( Read more... )

first order of business: new aim sn: x jetaime09 x ADD ME sooo today julie and i went shopping for dorm stuff which rocked then went and bought DDR [awesome i know ;o)] for college, then went to jamba juice, then played ddr ( Read more... )

goin shopping woohoo. i love shopping, not gonna lie. ;o)

i'm already starting to feel the seperaton anxiety. august is going to be one hell of a month.

tonight im taking my sisters friend megan for her first ashbary experience. should be quite entertaining.

now i need to shower.

sometimes i am a ridiculous person, i just am. i do/think/feel the silliest things but alas, there they are. meh ( Read more... )

well well. today was rather eventful i must say. and definitely one of the better ones ( Read more... )