It's 2018 and this journal is far older than I was when I started it, and it has done me a great service in its time ( Read more... )

Still not keeping up w/ the happenings. Still very little journaling or life-planning energy to spare, I guess ( Read more... )

My packing is done early! I was motivated by the prospect of a dinner at the sushi restaurant with Kitty & her sister & her friend/current tenant of her back house. We plan to do that fairly late tonight, whilst my departure for visiting-travel is very early the next morning ( Read more... )

SO! Christmas holidays ( Read more... )

My November depression-episode that I've had ended up being so bad I haven't been able to update this journal! . . or literally do anything else other than binge-watch things on Netflix ( Read more... )

My brain has basically shut down in abstract fear of every aspect of real life ( Read more... )

The past, uh. . month or so? . . has been long, lonely, and painful on a scope that isn't easy to express. . (dragging out on and on ( Read more... )

The good news for the week is that (even if I feel fairly depressed) I'm now catching up on sleep (which makes me feel like I made a good & successful choice stopping that medication). The past 2 nights have been very restful. I can (hopefully) stop dreading going into my bed. Which is great, because that was an awful way to feel. I really love a ( Read more... )

neerrrrvooousssssss ( Read more... )

whWooah ( Read more... )