Obsessive. Insecure. These are the two qualities i hate most in myself. I hate that when my mind latches onto something, I can't shake it. I hate that my friends look at me and see this amazing person, and I think they're crazy. All it takes is that one that I want to NOT want me back... and it all comes undone. And the worst part is realizing how ( Read more... )

Thinking about journaling has been on my mind alot lately. Except that when I pick up an actual pen and paper, I tend to fall asleep before I get very far ( Read more... )

since my last post... how crazy is that? Just wondering if you're married yet. You must be, as i don't hear ANYTHING from you anymore.

Life is good. Quiet. No spectacular changes to talk about, except maybe the peace and quiet that once were so elusive are now my norm... i guess that might be news, though ( Read more... )

So heres just a general blog, not for anyone in particular. Just cleaning out ( Read more... )

home again, home again... no wait, this isn't home anymore. Just a place i visit once in a while, right ( Read more... )

Life life life...

Like it, love it, hate it, deal with it... right? right. quit bitching and get off the pot!

"We always have choices, we just don't always like them"

You were right, homeskillet. <3

Posted above a doorway yesterday, i saw this sign ( Read more... )

how i can feel so sad and yet be so relieved at the same time ( Read more... )

more often again ( Read more... )

why am i awake? its 4 in the damn morning. and yet i am more awake right now then i have been in a LONG time. craziness ( Read more... )