Because I become tired of living. Because the night is dark it fills my sleep with nightmares. Because I'm so tired I don't want to move. What can I live for? What can I love? I truly don't know.
Ok, so he isn't my favorite idol or anything. But I really love him. Currently I get to talk to him a bit..and I sad that he is going to leave in less then a month. Back to South Korea. I regret not talking to him more so I have to try harder.