WEEKENDS SUCK!!!!!!!

 Well, as far as I know my Son is in Dallas, Tx. I just do not know for sure or where exactly. I have to give Craig until Monday. As of tomorrow he is in violation of several of the things on our custody agreement, but as of 5:00pm tomorrow evening he will be in violation of our visitation agreement. If he does that then on Monday I can file a ( Read more... )

I am  signing off for now, I will be back online later. Love you girls.

 I don't know why, but today I am really depressed. I feel fat and bloated, this is the thing, I only ate about 480 cals, but It feel like it is just sitting on my stomach like a rock. I also am so lethargic and low energy today. I just can't bring myself to go outside and walk or run. I am gross, I am disgusting. I tried taking a nap and could not ( Read more... )

Here is the thing. I herniated my lumbar disk June 2007, I had surg to replace disk and two titanium rods put along the side of new lumbar disk in November 2007. I am starting my excercising slow so as not to injure myself ( doc only said to do walking ). My question is, if anyone out there has experienced this or similar injury, how do you begin ( Read more... )

Ok I have done well today. I ate:

whest bread
1 tsp of peanut butter
1 tbls of peach preserves ( which I ade)
so far I am well below my 400 cals. I think those three things are about 270. Then I worked out and I am in the negative (-50) which is soo cool. I am going to have a small salad and that is going to be it for the day.

I am proud of myself today ( Read more... )

 Has anyone heard of clenbuterol? Have you used it and what results have you found with it? If anyone has any information on this I would appreciated it. 
Thanks
*HUGS*

My boyfriend surprised me with a trip to the beach. I brought my laptop and have very limited wireless signal. I was able to get online finally today. I am trying just to restrict. Yesterday I think I only had 400 cals. My water intake is decreased. I just wanted to let all of my friends know I have not forgot anyone, I am thinking about all of you ( Read more... )

I ate today. I only ate one meal, but it still made me feel like crap. My BF is going out of town for 4 days, so I am going to liquid fast for the days he is gone.

Wish me luck.

Thank you girls for all of the support you have given me.

:)

I changed my user pic again!!! Sorry, I just could not find one I liked. I think I finally have found one I like, at least for now. Thanks for all of the support you guys gave me yesterday. Today is a better day.  I slept most of the day, I was tired and needed it. Today I have only had 200 cals and that is it for the day. Rest of the weekend it is ( Read more... )