to squeeze the last bit of meaning from a phrase i've abused, i'm afraid i'm going crazy. it's melodramatic. i've been reevaluating every aspect of my self and my life and scrutinizing and agonizing over my own and anyone elses motives. i need to stop. i finished rereading franny and zooey today and it's set me softly into content and optomism. and ( Read more... )

it's monday morning and instead of being in my art class i'm in hayden because i got to mill and broadway and realized i left my newsprint pad and art box at home. this is after i couldn't find my wallet. so today really hasn't gone in a much better direction ( Read more... )

remember the last time i updated? i sure as hell don't. largely due to the fact that my computer at my house is fucked to hell, and i can't afford to fix it. i work and live and school all in tempe. i'm really fucking up my time at asu, i've met like 4 interesting people thusfar. one especially so though, and i'm happy about that. i don't know what ( Read more... )

i'm not going to get into it, but these last few days have just made me so fucking happy. i don't even know what to do withmyself right now. i can't sit still. i don't want to get into everything, because nobody wants to expose their joys for criticism and judgement. but one thing's for sure, i have a job! and outside of that i'm excited for ( Read more... )

i'm all moved in, connected to the internet and digital cable and my room is almost all set up, i just need to nail a few things up and then steffan has more stuff. this house rocks so hard!! it's exceeded my expectations, and i've been pining about this house for a while now ( Read more... )

ohhh gosh. the last bunch of days have been a blast. the second was a fun ol' time at jarvies, getting to see a bunch of kids i haven't seen in forever. including chelsea marx(cks?) and ashley e and brent and brice and the list goes on. it was great. ran into greg and colin at urban outfitters with erin on the 3rd, and it was the first time i'd ( Read more... )

my aunts house sucks. it's so goddamn hot. and now it's going to be lonley. but in 8 days things should be back to rocking. by then i should have a job, and with that comes cash, which i've missed. plus we'll be moving into the new house. thank god ( Read more... )

i'm all moved into my aunts house ( Read more... )

this is excruciating ( Read more... )

oh man. last night was pretty intense. in alot of different ways. from the emotional conversation to my bruised left hipbone. sorry to anybody sober who had the misfortune to happen upon my house yesterday, it must have seemed ridiculous ( Read more... )