well, after writing my first entry in _dearsomebody, i feel TONS better. i was kind of in a funk there for a minute, but all is well.

also, i've gotten through my first week on this diet.....and i've lost 11 lbs.!!!! yay ( Read more... )

so things lately have been kinda slow. just hanging out w/beth and gavin. i got all my stuff out of her house today b/c her soon to be ex-husband gets home tomorrow morning. i don't want to be there while he's there. which means that i'll go visit her while he's at work, or she's gonna have to come to navarre.....a lot ( Read more... )

so yeah, this new job. i'll start in a week or two and i'm really excited. more anxious than anything.

i also can't wait for my tax return. hopefully i get a return. i'm not sure how that's gonna work b/c for half the year i worked in kansas, collected unemployment for a month and half, and for the other half of the year and since then i've ( Read more... )

....i got a second job! *lmao* selling cars for gary smith ford. i know, right? i totally didn't think i was going to get it. that's really all i wanted to say at the moment.

so....yesterday was my big no sleep-emotional-hormonal breakdown.....like whoa. like, not even kidding. no sleep mixed w/new birth control mixed w/life can only lead to one thing: nuclear fucking holocaust. *wow ( Read more... )

...so i had my glucose tolerance test the other day. man, did that suck. couldn't eat for several hours and she had to take blood from me for 3 hrs. every hr. on the hr. for someone who bruises easily, my arm doesn't look so bad. i figured it'd be all gross looking since she had to poke me so much. but it looks fine ( Read more... )

so, i was napping here at work......yeah, i know, right? well anyway, i was dreaming while i was napping. for some reason, i was at this amusement park on the beach or something. it was like a giant ferris wheel type thing that you could not only ride, but you could also walk around the inside and go up and down all these different levels. well ( Read more... )

so my doctor appt went well......for being felt up anyway. he put me on birth control. not necessarily for being sexually active (let's face it, it's not like i'm just out there opening up shop or anything) but b/c it suppose to regulate me and all that. so, the stuff's called yasmin ( Read more... )

yeah, so all that stuff that i said i wanted to do yesterday? *scoff* i must've been a fool to think that i would actually get it done. first off, i stayed up. that was my first mistake. secondly, i had all these weird dreams about me dying and almost dying. fucking disturbing as hell. don't know why, it's not like i'm in fear of my life or ( Read more... )

ya know, i didn't really like this song to start out w/.....i mean, i could never get past the first verse. but then of course, beth, my better half, reminded me that the rest of it is really good. and she's right. b/c it is ( Read more... )