hello my cinzi-pie. I don't know where to begin this but I do know I want to start off with saying i'm sorry. I'm sorry I've been a shitty friend....since the dawn of time. I've only realized recently(yes really, my head is super far up my own ass) that I when you've extended invitations for me to go places I should have been less focused on myself ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i knew what the hell is goin on ( Read more... )

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Dear anybody,
do you sabotage your relationships without meaning or wanting to? Did you ever fix it within yourself so you don't anymore? Any advice if so?

So, I feel like this weekend is crunch time. Decision time. The time where my girlfriend decides whether she wants to be with me or not, which sounds ludicrous as she tells me everyday that she loves me, can't wait to live with me and marry me. But something inside, inside my soul is telling me there is something wrong, somewhere. With us.so the ( Read more... )

Dear Mateo.,
You are my godson and I love you. I tried my best to help you by giving you some medicine that
I thought would help you. For awhile, you seemed to be doing better. I completely forgave you for ruining my birthday, and for all of your long-term constant verbal abuse. Even though I don't actually recall you ever apologizing for any of that ( Read more... )

dear pfc k,

somehow, i miss you. but knowing that you know that i miss you is not okay. you should be the one to miss me. but i have to keep reminding myself that if you had missed me all along, we wouldn't have been in this predicament. why do you do that to me? you should never do that to someone you care about. i know i wouldn't.

-k

Dear Somebody,
  Its been a few years now..i still have the cross that Chris made..and the day is drawing closer that marks the day you left...too damn young! i always wanted to ask you, what the hell were you thinking?!?! What possessed you? i think of you all the time..your mom gave me a bunch of your clothes that fit now..i had your bike for ( Read more... )

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Ssgt ( Read more... )