i dreamt that i was the lead singer of a goth country band.  i had on a dress that looked like Loretta Lynn back in the day but it was all black and red lacy instead of denim.

when i first woke, i could remember what song i was singing, but i've lost that part now.

back on det in nevada, hot and dry.  i nearly regretted coming back to work, i've been so exhausted.  but last night we went ghost hunting after consuming way to much alcohol and i giggled and laughed all night at the shenanigans ( Read more... )

gramma is still sleeping.  maybe today, maybe tomorrow she will quit breathing.  we are all exhausted and stressed.  my mom and daughter will be in town tonight, mom has to go to church first.  there is a church across the street, i see it when i go smoke and wonder what it's like ( Read more... )

my mind constantly narrates what i would put down if i could get to a pen and paper or computer, but once i'm there, my mind goes blank.  the words have already been used ( Read more... )

have you ever wanted to die, but without the suicide part?  just a victim of some freak accident, no matter what it would be ( Read more... )

another series of poor decisions has left me facing myself backwards ( Read more... )

dreamt last night that my house was on sticks with a fish pond underneath.  the fish in the pond were some kind of koi with human faces, and they could make a sound l ike a mortar exploding that would shake the whole house.  habibi (my boxer dog mix) would have a fit when this happened and finally went outside to confront the human-faced carp ( Read more... )

things are good, i'm just being anti social.

 you're not fooling anybody
you won't get what you want

you never could lie worth a shit
you screwed away my love

just go.  i owe you nothing

 (Baghdad) -- The largest detention center in Iraq has been shut down by the U.S. military.

Today's closure of Camp Bucca, near Kuwait, came about under a bilateral security deal hammered out last year which will have U.S. forces scale down their detention program in Iraq.

Bucca held as many as 14-thousand detainees at one time.

A group of 180 was ( Read more... )