yeah i think the truth of it all is i'm a very sick person.
i have a mental illness that goes far beyond just seeing things
and having furniture talking to me.

it's very complex
and i don't want to say it here but i just wanted to let my close friends that there is something wrong with me and i realize it now.

unfortunately i'm so sick that it will ( Read more... )

no combination of words can truly express how i feel right now ( Read more... )

i suppose that ( Read more... )

it goes like this ( Read more... )

at a younger age i hated feeling emotions
i use to have almost fantasies about being chained up and beaten with sticks until all the humanity would drain out of my system. not for the sick fanaticism of the pain, in fact for the opposite.
so that i would not feel pain. i felt that the loss of pain was the first step to losing all emotions.

then i ( Read more... )