It's safe to say that besides today, this week sucked. i was just waiting for it to end ( Read more... )

i don't want emotion anymore. not even happiness, which is a rare feeling these days... i just want it gone. all of it. especially that part of me that tells me i'm in love. i especially hate that, since because of that, i'm never happy around someone who used to be the only one i was ever happy with. because of that hated little part that all of ( Read more... )

i hate Valentine's Day. someone described today as a day where love brings people closer together ( Read more... )

i just felt like putting it up. this is the most beautiful poem i have ever read. and since the film Vanity Fair came out, also the most beautiful song. that is one part of the movie that i will rewind 10 times to watch again, just because of the song...

( Now Sleeps the Crimson Petal )

i woke up and got in the shower around 9:30- about 10 minutes later i hear knocking on the door. i figure it's dad, locked out(he takes my mother to work on Saturdays). so i throw a towel on and run downstairs to let him in. i get down there to see 2 Jehovah's Witnesses standing at the door. i'm standing there, half-naked and soaked, trying to ( Read more... )

it's Friday. i thought this week would never end ( Read more... )

That Oingo Boingo song "on the outside" kind of sums me up. omit some of the lyrics(the girls part, to an extent), and it's me. or at least how i feel... i feel really distant from everyone these days. it's almost like i'm looking in on what i used to be a bigger part of...
my mind has officially defeated me. i feel horrible.

( quiz-stuff )

( beautiful )

it's the superbowl today. there's no chance that anyone reading this is sympathetic to the fact that my dad will get drunk and destroy his vocal chords screaming, and get me the hell out of the house? no? oh well.

went to the Beatles tribute, 1964 last night. that was bloody awesome. they've been doing this for 20 years, and it shows- those guys ( Read more... )

the muscles in my arms constricted, and i can hardly move them now. how in hell did this happen? just falling down stairs doesn't exactly do that to you...
I saw Colleen in Giant Eagle!!!!!!!! squee! you looked *so* excited in there, dear(/sarcasm). i'm going to break that radio or whatever it is for you... that or break in and blast Queen on a