I threw it all away before I knew what I had...

[arkant_wing]

Have you ever thrown something away - turned your back on a friend or a lover, without realizing just what it was you had

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[starfireflies]

You'll be okay.
<3

[arkant_wing]

I'm just an emotional wreck. I try to avoid my feelings, because all they've ever caused me is pain. Sometimes they surface like this... Why can't I find someone who will actually think I'm worth their time, and not have to keep trying to get their attention?

[starfireflies]

I understand the emotional wreck thing.. it's no good at all. No one deserves to feel it, no one at all.

*hug*

It's not your fault. You are worth the time; there are other people who think that. They just need to find you.

[arkant_wing]

I've given up hope for that. Hope only ever led to pain. I'll be fine alone... I keep telling myself. Maybe I'll be fully convinced, one day (I'm well on my way). I guess I'll find out what happens when you take one genuinely nice guy, and take away all of his selfless niceness, making him not want to be nice anymore...