There's nothing more intimidating than a blank slate. An empty page or screen or canvas just tempting you with it's emptiness. It mocks and invites you at the same time. It teases you with it's smooth borders, straight lines and endless possibility. If only you could fill it with thoughts once held; brilliant lines of prose or verse that flashed ( Read more... )

The music says it all.

Started at Milestone's tonight: best first shift ever. No fuck ups, caught on like a motherfucker, and even got some nice compliments along the way. Basically I'm running the grill and plating, so essentially I'll need to control the whole line, get the timings together and what not. And for a Monday night, it was hopping. It's only going to get ( Read more... )

I wear my scars like the rings on a pimp ( Read more... )

Why is it that certain people just can't leave things as they are? Why is it that certain people feel the need to torture people who are hundreds of kilometers away? Is it hate? Jealousy? Anger? Perhaps it's all three. But mostly I think that in this case it's that certain people are stupid little fucks who feel the need to make others miserable to ( Read more... )

Technically day four, but I've yet to sleep. Jarhead's an interesting take on the tired old war film genre. I won't give it away, just see it. This town is tough to cook in, no joke. Cactus Club, Moxies, Earls, Milestones, that's not cooking, that's assembly line. Alright, maybe I should take what I can get, but I'd rather get what I can take. ( Read more... )

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I should have listened to more Bob Marley in Naramata, he could have helped out greatly (see track one, legend) in my whole ordeal. Tsk tsk. Why is it that we indulge in emotional behavior, when emotional investments mean oh so very little. We gave each other one night, and in that night both stars and smiles destroyed all hope of getting out clean ( Read more... )

This lack of work, lack of license, lack of income is really starting to get to me. Part of the machine, and I've built what I can build. I'm not trying to change the world, I'm trying to define it. You can't have everything, where would you put it? Sick of this town or maybe it's just me. Lost in my home town, been here my whole life. I only know ( Read more... )

It's the caffeine, the nicotine, the miligrams of tar ( Read more... )