Oh seattle. I'm trying to leave, but you're not making it easy for me. We laughed, we cried, we felt embarrassed for each other. I fucked your boyfriend, and stole forty cents from your dresser, and never apologized(or even felt sorry). I wondered, incessantly, am I your mistress or am I your main squeeze? Does. It. Matter? I'm still wondering.

Watching bad movies, and wondering what's gotten into me. Pedaling slow down wet streets, and I can't believe myself.

Here's the catch 22. How do you reconnect with that vital, urgent, cosmic greatness that makes life worth living if you can't even get out of bed? If you can barely feed yourself? The key is in going out and doing it, doing it anyway. If only you could do anything without wanting to crawl out of your skin. Anxiety seems to be self perpetuating, but ( Read more... )

I just got robbed!!!! Three dudes came up behind me on 15th, took my two packs of cigarettes, took my wallet with every dollar i had left to my name, as well as my social security card, my id card, a love note from 2005, a lucky silver dollar from my mom, teena's phone number from hitch hiking, and my motherfucking punch card for a motherfucking ( Read more... )

This is getting complicated! I love it ( Read more... )

Life is outrageous these days. Frustrating, but ultimately joyous. Hard work, tough love, freedom.

Roommate drama.

Where are the fine boys at? I could use a cuddle buddy.

Woke up this morning, the first word on my lips was "yay!". Can't really explain myself. I guess i'm excited about being alive. Excited for almost no reason. A rare and beautiful feeling ( Read more... )

Thank god she clapped her hands right then. It broke my heart, and made me feel alive.

-New beach house record is superb ( Read more... )

As shitty as it is to work customer service in south lake union, I'm starting to appreciate the perks. In the heat of an argument, my mom once yelled at me, "You think you can get through life on your charm alone! Just like your father ( Read more... )