I am going to New York City in 7 hours so there!!!!

Im feeling incomplete and very disconnected. I want to be happy, but im not really sure what will do that for me.

suggestions?

I am not mad. Don't worry. I have done lots of thinking about it today as well. You did'nt do anything wrong so please don't feel bad. I really don't know how to explain myself, I can't. I really don't know why I did'nt answer your call. I guess I was caught up in that moment, which is no excuse. At any rate this is'nt the best way to do ( Read more... )

why is it so complicated. i hate it so so much.

i cant stop crying

well thats just my luck. really really cool!! I hate cars so much, I HATE THEM!!!

I am emotionless right now. I think its good and bad. Nothing is upsetting me, except the fact that I am not upset. Nothing is making me happy though. I am just so tired of trying at everything.

I miss people so much.

I really miss living.

theres nothing to say

I am sorry for everything

cause what i feel inside ( Read more... )

Why is here already? Breaks are never ever long enough! I just wanna sleep in and go get lunch with friends somewhere other than the cafeteria. Well lets see how soon is the next break? 3 day weekend in two weeks. I can do this