sweet jesus. it doesn't pay to be up at this unholy hour, except i'm still fighting a real rotten case of 3 hour jet lag. the damned time difference keeps my mind up and running in high gear till something like 4 in the morn, which is spent half-awake, watching such inane drivel like matt lesko (dud in the question-marked riddled suit, screaming ( Read more... )

for what it's worth, this lack of self-analytical imprisonment i used to confine myself to is definitely been a plus. no getting lost in my own thoughts, but quick self-assurance. works tres well ( Read more... )

the past few days have proven to be some of the most apathetic streches of unrestrainted lethargy mankind has ever seen. lazy long days of rainshine from a sleepy kitchen window, makes one wish he could get the fuck out of dodge for a few days... maybe some acapulco nights riddled with uptown fiesta lights with a 'Rona and lime in each hand. i fear ( Read more... )

in the past two weeks, it's been nothing but west coast hijinks for my ass ( Read more... )

( it's quite rude to drawl out a public menacing slur when others don't wish to read it... )

it's a glaring rarity, but i gotta say, i've had a pretty righteous series of days of late ( Read more... )

how does one avoid feeling so dead inside?

r.

this is my new ink.

r.

i no longer feel nervous, or even anxious. but numb. numbness and tiredness grapple with my mind in terrible cycles. how can i fix that, without resorting to medication, legally or self-induced ( Read more... )

good to see this is still up and running.

i reallyt haven't much to say, except that i now have ink on my right arm, and it looks great. i'll post up some pics on this said tattoo soon. when i find a camera. and time. and the will.

just wanted to say hello again...

r.