I have been keeping myself very busy seeing friends and working. I do not feel that debilitating pain I was feeling before, it is just that all the joy has been sapped out of my life. I go, I do, but I just do not feel excited about anything.

The hardest part of paper writing for me is getting the inspiration/idea.  The second hardest is getting started.  I think I have the idea and now I must get started.  About my paper for anyone who cares:
Recently a never published manuscript was discovered of a novel by Julia Ward Howe, the 19th century poet best known for The Battle Cry of the ( Read more... )

Offerings

i offered you my heart
and you saw a cumbersome object that was too heavy to bear
i offered you my soul
and you saw a weedy garden requiring too much maintenance
i offered you my love
and you saw a prison

I have a paper that was from last semester that I really REALLY need to write. The working title is "The Lack of Lack in Virginia Woolf's Kew Gardens". This paper is eating my soul *cries*
Go on, make me write.

As is true with much good humor, this is both funny and sad at the same time.

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I will be returning my last batch of tests this Thursday.  Since I have long forgotten what people do in their free time, I need your advice.

What should I do after I return the tests?

when my idea of a break is pulling the hair on my legs out by the roots...

*headesk*

They hunt down and decimate roaches.

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The tests of doom induced depression is setting in.  I feel it like a black cloud surrounding me.  Fear has its grip on my heart.