So lately I've become pretty addicted to this vampire show called Blood Ties. When I first started watching it, it was just fun and enjoyable. But now I'm completely hooked. The only problem is that the show is in danger of cancellation. It just got started and of course the season finale was a huge cliffhanger. So now I want to see more! And they ( Read more... )

So this certainly wasn't my favorite Thanksgiving, but I think it's just because of the stress that has been building up. My brother is causing it to all start over again. I'm glad he wasn't here last night, but at the same time, I wish he was here to take care of his kids. Mainly I wish that he was here because they need him. Anyway, the food was ( Read more... )

Very soon after getting things off my chest, I started to feel like maybe it wasn't a good idea. But it's done and I do feel better. I just wonder how things will be affected. The strange thing is that now that I've said what I needed to, the thoughts don't bother me much anymore. It's almost like saying those things made them less significant to ( Read more... )

I just don't get it. I know that people do not always do what they say they will, but when they assure you and swear up and down that they will follow through, well I guess I expect them to. Especially friends. I don't think that's unusual ( Read more... )

I'm going to New York again tomorrow. I haven't even packed yet. I was excited this afternoon, but now I'm just feeling deflated. It's so frustrating looking for a job and getting nowhere. I almost feel like it's stupid to take this trip. I'm starting to feel like there's no chance of getting anything. I'm so frustrated ( Read more... )

I don't know where to start. I have a headache. I'm so annoyed and frustrated and angry right now. I finally talked to Sam and everything is okay with him and Jade. I'm glad that they worked it out because it seems to make him happy. He told me that they think that she and I need to spend some quality time together to get to know each other. I was ( Read more... )

The US Open has been on for the past week and a half. I've been watching that a lot and enjoying it. I remember when I had to listen to it while I was in London. Watching it is certainly much better ( Read more... )

I figured tonight would be a good, relaxing night with a friend. Instead it ended up being pretty dramatic and kinda shitty. But I must say, there were some good parts to the evening. I'll start with the good, since it's shorter. As soon as we walked into Wing City, Carly started to talking to me. (Carly is an old friend from middle school.) So I ( Read more... )

AGGGHHHHH!!!!! I don't know what to say/write. I don't even know what I'm thinking, but I'm really fucking stressed out. It's kind of a selfish thing to be freaking out about, but that doesn't make me not think whatever it is that I'm thinking. I'm so exhausted all of a sudden. All this emotional confusion is zapping any energy I may have had. Well ( Read more... )

I think the main thing is that I do not want to hurt him. It would be selfish of me to pull him into something that I won't be committed to. I know there are feelings there, for both of us, but I just don't want to hurt him. I think that he would be with me if I told him that's what I wanted, but I can't make him any promises. At the end of the ( Read more... )