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[aromeoh]

hey...jus lil me here wonderin what everyone else is doin right now...im imagining it like a movie-like it flashes to each person and theyre all wonderin what the other people are doin...(kinda like a sentimental thing) ..plus today ive been thinkin about all the mistakes ive made in my life...i dont want to make those mistakes again..especially

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[aromeoh]

well it seems that it just took a lot longer this time. we broke up on august 19 2006. we started dating on sept 25 2004..so almost two years. ive lost her and guess what-its because of me too...i might be psychic...or just really good at knowing my subconscious and what im likely to do in a given situation...how im likely to deal with something. anyway the point is that she doesnt want me anymore-even though i can see in her eyes that she does. that she wants so bad to hug me and tell me that everythings gonna be ok, but her mind stops her heart dead in its tracks because im a damn moron. I treated her badly and we were always fighting because of stupid shit. Im sorry...i guess you REALLY dont know what you have till its gone. I always thought that would never be true for me-that I could never take something like that for granted-like love...but oh i did baby..and im definately not proud of it...more than that im utterly -i have no words...they fail me...i cant describe how much pain and sorrow i feel.