p.s. i am in a good mood. i can really get used to this summer thing.

so i went shopping with jess. then i went to school to check my grades while she took her pet rats to the vet. and then we went shopping again. i think we went to the mall about four times this weekend. i'm really worried. i really think i might be an addict.

on friday ( Read more... )

i am really tired today.

and when i get tired i get introspective. and then start wondering about things. that started leading to other things. such as the following:

( this is what happens when i think too much )

good day.

english paper. done. no more worries.

finally found time to work out. running is a drug. i am addicted to it. i literally felt the chemicals released in my body. it is just like alcohol and it felt incredible. i am now happy again. happy happy happy.

bbq at jessica's was very fun. yummy meat. coldstone cake. mmmm. 86458275 calories ( Read more... )

i am sad and happy at the same time.

i am happy because this has been the best year of my life so far. and its going to only get better. and because summer is so close. and i am excited about it.

i am sad because i am stressed about everything right now. this is the time of my life when little choices can make everything go right or everything go ( Read more... )

self-induced headache. i have to write my essay until i puke.

pity me. ;lajkdfl;adjkf;lfjkd.

i am sick of this.

why do we have to keep writing about love. its the class theme but by god i am sick of writing about it.

i think we have over-analyzed the topic so much that it has destroyed everything i ever expected about love. which i don't know is a good thing or bad. it has basically broken down the emotion into the fact that it can be ( Read more... )

good news!!

justin got into ucla. gooo justin.

sarah is going to school with me next year. mm hmm. that is right.

jennifer lewis is going to be a coxswain with me in the fall. yayyyy.

in other news. i am fat and happy. not happy because i am fat. but happy despite being fat. that is all.

everything i eat now makes me sick.

i am only going to drink water tomorrow. maybe fasting would help me concentrate on my homework.

help me make a decision!!
ruby's or the gap

i can't make decisions. i suck at it. i must go work on my essay now. and i hate school. goodbye. <3.

its 8:30 in the mooornin.

hm. busy busy week ahead of me.

today: school till 1. ruby's interview at 2. wet seal interview at 3. gap interview at 4. express interview at 6. call sport chalet for interview between 10 and 7.

i most definitely need to be cancelling some of these appointments.

the rest of the week: finish my 6-7 page english paper ( ( Read more... )