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I think I lost control last night ( Read more... )

GAH I SLEPT IN AGAIN.

goddamnit.

I'm a pathetic hypocrite.

I'm sad. And I'm just not handling everything the right way.

I hope I die before I ever get alzheimers.

I'm so sad. I'm not even sure how I feel anymore.

My face is too red. I'm ugly. AND FAT AHH. I'm getting fatter, I'm sure of it :(

diet pillsssssss is what I needddddddddd.

and mrs. parker SUCKS.

I dunnooooooooooo anymore about anything.

And fuck disneyland (although sunday was okay.)

Kiera is 8, since last wednesday. It's odd to think back to when she was born. She's a beautiful person.

I'm going to really try and get thin again.

Fuck schooollllll.

Gordon was here.

And now he's gone.

I can't even cry about it, I just feel empty.

this is the worst feeling I've ever had.

I hate Mr. Eveland.

Disneyland is in 3 days!

It's sad how people can be so easily forgotten, like the boy in the box.

How can people do things like that?

This is such a strange world.

I wish I had Isaac.