So I guess I was right in the beginning with Nathan...He would leave me hurt and sad...and lie and everthing else he has done so far...Are all guys like that seriously....Pat did the same thing basically..but you know what...Fuck them all and everyone else besides those whom I care about...Im going to get with Scott and see where it goes from there ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do anymore. I'm at a loss...It seems like it doesn't matter about my emotions anymore...I dont need them to fuck up my life anymore..You just need to go through life and just take whatever people throw at you..or you will fall down and probably never get up again...Im tired of..trying to be as nice as I can to people and get ( Read more... )

So, Nathan and I finally talked...Everyone should have known I couldnt let him leave me..or even myself..I don't know what I would do without Nathan because I wouldn't have anyone to put a bandage on the crack in my heart...Anyways...Nathan baby this journal entry is for you and don't make fun of me because I can't write poems like you can..and the ( Read more... )

Well, I havn't wrote in a long time..and not many people have been able to talk to me...I'm not sure how to tell everyone that I'm different..many probally won't believe me. Inside I know I've changed alot these past few weeks, but expecially this weekend...I don't think Nathan and I are together anymore..I'm not mad really, more hurt than anything ( Read more... )

Well I have been neglecting my journal for a while and there is no reason to why I have..I've in my own little world or a new word I can say now...my dreamland...My sister just got bailed out of jail for battery, home invasion, Drunk in public, and some other things..Some of them have been dropped ( Read more... )

Yeah..I got bored and I really don't want to do that essay so fuck it....here we go people.....

Ugh I feel sick......I think I'm going to throw up again...

Alright, I've been sleeping all day..I just woke up and I wanted to go back to bed but I'm not going to. I have to do this essay for school I know will be due as soon as I get into school ( Read more... )

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Oi Oi Oiiiiii....

Thats all I gotta say xD