Is rejection good or bad...Sometimes it can be for the best right, yeah? I dont think it is in my situation..In my opinion I think Im being rejected by alot of people right now, and mainly by people who are close to me..I dont want to give away names because I could be wrong. It's just the way I feel. Can I ever truly let myself trust someone ( Read more... )

Well I havn't wrote in a journal in awhile so here goes ( Read more... )

Well guys, this isnt going to be a long journal entry. I have to go to TKD in a few minutes and I have been very very busy. Sorry it took me so long to actually be able to sit down and write something in my journal. I had 2 birthday parties to go to, spend time with my friends who basically booked me all this week. I might also have to babysit as ( Read more... )

Well so far my life has been really shitty and so many things are going on. Im so glad Nathan is still by my side because most guys would have just gave up on me. We have things to eat so thats good, but Mom and I have so much stress and shit on our minds that we have been taking it out on each other really bad. Also yesterday I just broke down and ( Read more... )

Well, everything is better with Nathan. I guess I just over reacted. Who knows exactly. Im sick and tired of people who act like they have been through everything just because their guy/girl has left them or anything like that. They act like they know what pain is like and so forth. Right now I probably wont be on the interent in a while, we cant ( Read more... )

Yesterday was really shity..Yeah I found out a few things and just broke down a bit..I just keep things bottled up for way too long and then one little thing happens and it all explodes. Im not going to say what made me this way because I have my reasons. I dont want the whole world to know my problems so its going to be hard to cover it up I guess ( Read more... )

Well, I got bished at by Kenna to make a journal entry a while ago. I guess I havnt so I will today because there is nothing else to do. Today fucking sucked in school. I only had a 1 in my lunch account so they made me put my food back and wouldnt let me eat. Yet some people have free lunch and that just pisses me off, because they dont have to ( Read more... )

Ok, since I got bitched at for not having an entry..here it is ( Read more... )

Well, I havn't did a journal entry in a while and I think I need to update some people on how I am doing. I started to play furcadia again with Eric and Jessica and of course my Nathan ^ ^. Nathan is still calling me almost everyday except we don't talk 24/7 now lmfao, but I still love him! Im still a little bit on the sick side but I'm doing alot ( Read more... )

Well, I'm not going to write much today because I don't feel good at all x.o;... I'll probably be sleeping all day today also. Yesterday I threw up like 10 times,,, it sucks. Yeah that's all I'm gonna write so chow???