i havent done this in about a year. i do belive. im in love with xanga. say hello to the banjos and beautiful bears for me. ill be missing you in may. and i know youll miss me too.

I dont want to feel like the bad guy anymore. To anyone. To Tiffany, to Will, To Juda, Amanda, Hilary, Expecially to Pete. Im tired of it. Im tired of letting the ones i love down. Its time I grew up along with the rest of the world. I mean I dont wanna be so mature that Im a bitch though. I still wanna have fun. Im still a kid on the inside. I ( Read more... )

I started work last night! It was so fuuun! Haha. Graffitis. I got $15 for training!!! But i rea;;y get $7 an hour. Yea. Anyways ( Read more... )

i feel liike today was alot better than yesterday. Im trying to be a better person, and not get upset about stupid high school drama, but i do have to live in this moment and im just trying to get through it w/o breaking my back over little things. But alot of these little things build up into bigger things and those are the things that get me down ( Read more... )

i feel liike today was alot better than yesterday. Im trying to be a better person, and not get upset about stupid high school drama, but i do have to live in this moment and im just trying to get through it w/o breaking my back over little things. But alot of these little things build up into bigger things and those are the things that get me down ( Read more... )

i am alone.
there is noone to comfort me.
i wish i was like you, i wish i had friends too.
this is not a poem. this is my life. i want to move away from here, and never look back. EVER. i dont know why this is so hard for me. im faking a smile, to pretend its okay.
mom is almost home now and i have to face the music.

this is my life. welcome.

okay so i havent written in my LJ in forever ( Read more... )

im waiting for juda and amanda to get to my house so we can go and like hang. Yea ( Read more... )

i feel sick or something. I dont get my parents. Is josh really all that specail and perfect and shit? I dont think so. Ahhh If they only knew him like i do. Hes going to see a mvie tonight but i cant? ahh this is so fucking gay. I didnt even do anything. Dammmmmmnit ( Read more... )

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