I'm in Scappoose. I'm with new family. I live in Linnton now.

"I can scarcely venture to demand that you should not grieve at all- and yet I am convinced that it is better that way. But who will ever be granted that strength of character, unless he be a man already lifted far out of fortune's reach? Even he will feel a twinge of pain when a thing like this happens- but only a twinge. As for us, we can be ( Read more... )

Speaking of iconoclasts, I fucking love George Carlin. He makes me happy ( Read more... )

You know what I like, videos of cats doing really dumb things. I piss myself watching those things. Christ ( Read more... )

Oh and by the way, my little black and white hooded rat, Ian, died last week. Poor thing. He was really sick, so I'm just glad he's rested now. I buried him with all my other rats at my parents house. Is that weird?

So I've been given my wish. To stop working and paying rent. I don't know why this is a good thing? I'm confused... but for god sake... why the hell do I feel nothing anymore, no emotion. It's fucked up and pissing me off. (Oh I made a liar out of myself by saying I'm pissed off... that's an emotion). Whatever, pay no attention to that last ( Read more... )

UPS, vodka, women, strobe lights, portland city lights, drag queens, dumpster divers, sex, drugs, and my kitchen floor. What more could a person want?

Fuck. I don't think I'm content with this.

She's disgusting and I love her, she's morbid and I can't get enough of it. I wonder what happened to her in her childhood that could make her so disturbed. I spent half the night with her last night. Smoking out on her balcony, listening to music. Quite a beautiful creature she is. I hope I know her for a very long time.

FUCK

Started school. Met beautiful woman. Went to Portland's gay club the Escape. Danced until 5 am. Woot. She's uber hot. Parents going out of town this thursday. Well, nothing more to say, just wanted to put something in the journal. Haven't for a while.