I am completly healthy and happy. I have great friends, numerous admirers, and a soft place to sleep. I'm moving in a couple weeks and I'm having fun by doing virtually nothing(which I have 2 more weeks of to do). All my loose ends are tied up and I havent felt this good in a while. Its very refreshing. I obviously get nostolgic sometimes but it ( Read more... )

the night sky is so beautiful. The blanket of god coverd in pinholes each offering a glimpse of hevan. I've always watched it for comfort and for thought. It never bothers me with the problems of the world. We just look at each other in silence not having to say a word because we each know how the other feels. I wish I had someone to share it with ( Read more... )

Being lonely isnt fun. I can't really relate to anyone anymore. I don't see why people are so childish and selfish. Its just sad. My faith in humanity is slowly dwindling. Doesnt really matter though. I'm all I'll ever need. There are just times when I see so much beauty in such simple things and wish that there was someone who would understand. ( Read more... )

It took me a while but I've finally realized that its not my fault. None of it was, is or ever will be. I'm throgh being sad and I can finally be happy. I've done nothing wrong no matter what anyone say's. I did the best that I could and I just wasnt understood. Misplaced anger might have been a means to an end but it was never a solution. Blaming ( Read more... )

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The ‘Drug Provision’ of the Higher Education Act is possibly the ( Read more... )

I hate you more than you could ever imagine. I have never felt this kind of emotion in my life. Fuck you and everything you stand for. Fuck all of your little problems that don't matter to me. You can go kill yourself and I wouldnt even bat an eyelash. I just don't care anymore. I don't have the capacity to love or care or do anything good. Its all ( Read more... )

nothing seems right anymore. I just keep reliving the same days, the same dissapointments, the same choices that I don't want to make. i just want some rest. i'm tired and I want comfort and solice. I can't stop to think about it though. Sharks gotta keep swimming or they die.

Happy Late Birthday Candi.

She stood alone just outside the aureole of the street light. The great luminescent circle just barely missed her but her effulgence was far greater than that of any star that I ever recall seeing in my lifetime. I chose to ignore it though. Not everything that glows is something to be entranced with. I'd tossed ideas around in my head about ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Robert!


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