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Drunken Ramblings
It's incredible. My friend and I were on our paths to recovery. We started to fall, and so quickly she's in the ER, and I'm waiting for my BP to rise above 50... I'm thinking it's just our bodies reacting to previous events which we've suffered from, and nothing to worry about, but ( Read more... ) -
What does it matter?
I feel huge, gigantic, monstrous. What does it matter, though? Does it matter? Do I matter? In the scheme of things, I am an over site and just another parasite. I consume, I dispose, I reproduce, and then I decompose. Nothing important there, right? I feel like... Everything that I've worked for has gone down, round the toilet rim, and down into ( Read more... ) -
Baby it's cold outside.
Yes, for sure it is cold outside. It shouldn't be cold inside though, and it's not necessarily chilly, but my hands are so freezing cold that I am having a very difficult time typing. Ah yes, the blessed gifts that bulimia and anorexia so willingly give. *End Sarcasm ( Read more... ) -
Hairspray and Thyroid disease.
Yay! My computer is back in a working state. We got a horrible virus and worm on our comp (from an e-mail) and David was able to do something and completely restore our computer to its original state. Thank the gods for people who study computers ( Read more... ) -
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Man, WTF is up with me lately, guys ( Read more... ) -
Oh me, oh my... Waiting to inhale.
I am on the verge of a breakdown, I can feel it tearing at my bones. I can feel it surging through my veins , ripping and cracking every fiber and muscle of my being. I am cold, so cold, but that's becasue I keep losing weight and losing weight, and never thinking twice... I keep on getting there and geting better, only to have a trigger occur and ( Read more... ) -
And I'll use my emotions as my weapon of choice.
*Sigh* Oh great day after the next... I sometimes wish I could dissapear and mute the world... I don't think I could take being deaf for a very long time, but just for a little. Just until the world blows over... My hands are numb, and I think the laxative I took is having a very upsetting reaction to me. Oh well. It serves me right for trying to ( Read more... ) -
So yeah...
I hate christmas time. I absolutely loathe it, however...
Merry Christmas, Hanukah, Kwanzaa, or whatever I forget to mention...
HAVE A HAPPY HOLIDAY, AND A GRAND NEW YEAR.
