I get this feeling Im being used. that i was lied to with intent for something that i should have seen. im idiot. or at least i feel like an idiot. i cant stop listening to my wuss rock. im depresed for lack of better words. im jelouse over a person that i should not even like just as much be jelouse that he would rather hang out with his friends. ( Read more... )

well, if my parents do what i think they will t ell me to move out soon. what do i do about my cat? ill need to drop out of school now. pick up another job.

fuck. this is my last entry for awhile....

Its sad when your ex-boyfriend knows you better than your mother. even when you meet someone randomly for 5 min and they know more about you then your mom does. were fighting again. and im not doing this again, saying goodbye to college(my mom thinks im not doing anything anyway so why would she care, right?) picking up another job(need one to move ( Read more... )

Did something i probably should have done months ago. i dont feel better. well i do a little. i dont know what to do anymore. im stressed out because of work and school and my parents and if anything at least i know i shouldnt be treated like crap. finally realized this and i will never be in that type of situation again where im taking 5 showers ( Read more... )

Time does tell ( Read more... )

How do you get your sleep at night ( Read more... )

Where have all the bastards gone ( Read more... )

OK. I erased things. Im not hiding anything but there is no point in that bull shit being on here. So yeah i was lied to, multiple times. It happens. Crazy nights have occured. But im done with this shit. Im sick of wondering, and im bored with waiting. This is my time your fucking with now ( Read more... )

I don't have what you need ( Read more... )

My parents are still treating me like im 14. My boyfirend thinks there going on a control trip. and im begining to agree. i know collage is important, but so is my sanity. I really am thinking about just getting another job and moving out. I hate it here. not because of my parents but because of the fact that i cant do anything unless they aprove, ( Read more... )