OK, so it's almost 9:30 now and I've been up chugging powerade since 6:30...I think I'm on my fourth. Why do I get up so fucking early, especially after a night of heavy drinking, like this has to got to stop. I have no where to be in the mornings, yet, I am up dilly dallying around instead of getting some sleep....yea that's my problem sleep ( Read more... )

Why did you find me to lose me?
What did you want from me if you already got what you wanted?
These are the questions still left unanswered.

I wish you let me walk right by you that night...

But then, I guess, I would never have found what I believe in.

What's wrong and what's right ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've last written. I don't know why exactly, but maybe I just got sick of sharing how I feel. Who reads this anywho? hehe I was just playing around on my lap top this fine morning and I started to do some thinking. I was wondering why I'm so confused lately and how come, since I'm older now, I can't learn from my past ( Read more... )

I am back in boring Manchester for break. I wish I wasn't, however there are a select few people that it feels really good to see. Christmas didn't feel like christmas much this year because we were at school for the whole month of December and we come home and we catch the last few days before and that was the extent of our holiday. Christmas eve ( Read more... )

Main Entry: 2compromise
Function: verb
Inflected Form(s): -mised; -mis·ing
transitive senses
1 obsolete : to bind by mutual agreement
2 : to adjust or settle by mutual concessions
3 a : to expose to suspicion, discredit, or mischief b : to reveal or expose to an unauthorized person and especially to an enemy c : to cause the impairment of ( Read more... )

Well...it's been a while since I've last updated this thing. I'm about one month into my first semester of college and I'd say I'm doin alright. Actually, I just woke up at 8:15 am for God knows why because I finally dropped my tuesday and thursday class at 9:30 because I absolutly could not handle 18 credits.Im pretty sure thats going to cause me ( Read more... )

So my sister just left for the bus station this morning because she has to go back to Boston for work.It's sad to think that next year I will hardly see her. I hardly do now but next year it will be almost never. We had a good time last night at Ali's show though and I dunno I think Kmac and I might go visit her in Boston tonight....Kristin doesn't ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I last updated...So much has changed and so much more to come. Orientation was awesome and I couldn't be more excited for school. In so many ways I just want to get out of here ...but I also have this terrible pit in my stomach when I think of all the people in my life that I love and I have to leave behind. There are so ( Read more... )

This is a good entry...things are much better than they were a week ago. This week I hung out with some new friends some old. It was very good. I got to hang out with Ali for like the first time this summer and it was a very good time. We need to through parties at your beach house more often Ali...even if your dad is there lol. This weekend is ( Read more... )