so many 5 in the mornings!
maybe mercury poisoning

i need to get better at consistently finishing my sentences but its hard because sometimes i lose interest halfway through or get overwhelmed by the fact that i wont be able to explain it exactly right and I'm afraid of that, that whoever im talking to doesnt know the things i know or feel the way i feel and theres this huge bank of inexpressible ( Read more... )

i think that it might turn out that the only way for me to write my thesis will be the way i wrote the rough draft last semester: sparks the night before its due so i have no choice but to piece it together out of stuff ive already written, which turns out to be not so bad after all. if i actually do that before the night before its due, i could ( Read more... )

the woods gerry show is up, and i did laundry and cleaned my room. I felt suddenly compelled to throw things out, a lot, parts of sculptures and i had to fill up a paper bag and then take my rug outside and get rid of a lot of dust and now i am wearing clean clothes and i can see so much of my floor and im into that.

i might have made a really horrible sculpture. im not really sure but i know that cant be a good sign. how embarassing!
i wish i was never tired and right often, and also lately i keep wishing that i sort of had a mustache. it would make so much sense. and freckles.

on fridays i get disoriented and take showers
faggot festival is playing in the tap room on sunday. faggot festival is me and noah. sunday is easter. a winning combination? i think so.

i wish i could get it so i had an engaging conversation with someone every day ( Read more... )

does anyone have advice for how to get good quality pictures of drawings that are too big to scan?

i am addicted to wearing overalls
they make me feel safe

today i was feeling sad and then in studio i took this plant that's been lying on the floor fora while after a disasterously failed attempt be repotted so it isn't really in any dirt and may or may not be dying, stuck the roots of the plant in a tin can, tied it in place with string and then hung it out the window along with a christmas ornament ( Read more... )