School starts tomorrow. I feel completely unprepared, even though I assembled all I need within the last 3 months. This is it, a new beginning, a second chance. My, how much I have screwed up in the past. The people I have pissed off, hurt, abandoned just so I can get by everyday denying my own problems and fears. But now I have all the time in the ( Read more... )

Failure is never quite so frightening as regret.

January 6, 2010 ( Read more... )

it's been 3 months since i've had a cigarette. i've been working the same mc-job since march. from the outside i see change all around me. but on the inside, my insides feel the same. will i ever get a new lease on love? i want to believe that there is more out there, but i'd rather stay in the same place, where it is comfortable. i can't help ( Read more... )

i just realized how shitty the year 2008 was for me. all that is left are broken promises & dreams. To be quite honest, i felt like the year blew by without history. it was all impulsive and at the moment. never really accomplished anything nor that there was ever a goal to. now what am i to do for 2009? opportunities are there, but i still fear ( Read more... )

this is a song i wrote 3 years, 16 days ago ( Read more... )

seeping into me ( Read more... )

movie
by: david s.

its not there, or at least we can't see it.
i think it left, but there isn't a trace.
who's going to change the channel?
i think he has the remote.
it changed to a drama movie.
well i guess no ones watching.
some one should record it,
the best parts of the film.

the great illusion ( Read more... )

i can never make it perfect.