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artemisia_l Aug 10, 2009 17:55

Busy day already, many more things to do ( Read more... )

Things are going better today, although mornings continue to be hard. Got up, got dressed, thought I wanted to stay home to work today (well, at the L's house) but decided to combat loneliness but still be productive by calling Sarah. Since she wanted to have lunch together, though work didn't start until around 2. Note to self: invite people ( Read more... )

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artemisia_l Aug 05, 2009 00:12

Busy times this week. I hope the business can keep me feeling better, as the mood swings continue with PMS this week. Strange thing...I never had mood swings with PMS until I turned 23 or so (27 now). It's not just that I didn't notice them, although that could be it, but I really don't think I had them. I guess body chemistry does change with ( Read more... )

found on the str8s forum...

artemisia_l Aug 03, 2009 18:51

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artemisia_l Aug 03, 2009 17:05

Mood swings, less than fun. Today was the downside of yesterday. However, after an afternoon nap, some reading, a shower and dressing (finally, by late afternoon) and some food I am feeling somewhat better now ( Read more... )

hopeful

artemisia_l Jul 21, 2009 22:12

So, it is now mid-late July, and finally I am coping. As a person who has never valued, let alone often recognized, my emotions and always privileged my actions and deeds, especially school and employment performance, this is an interesting situation for me to be in. An intense period of learning and self discovery. I am somewhat frustrated that ( Read more... )

separation, realizations

getting better every day

artemisia_l Jul 15, 2009 23:16

So, it's been 3 days since my own personal revolution of very early Sunday morning. Why do I have the Utena theme song in my head now? And if I'm Utena, does that make Geoff the Rose Bride? Or is it the other way around? Discuss ( Read more... )

Now, the healing begins

artemisia_l Jul 12, 2009 22:13

Thank you, everyone. While it's true, I haven't slept hardly at all last night or today, I really believe I reached the turning point and things are going to be ok now. Things are still going to be rough at times, the emotional roller coaster is going to continue, but I honestly believe I can begin to cope with things now, and that we will both ( Read more... )

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artemisia_l Jul 11, 2009 21:23

( Tanner is a good mediator )

To- Do List

artemisia_l Jun 22, 2009 12:12

So, at some point I will do more journaling and/or blogging about the breakup, the separation, the upcoming divorce, the gay, and the ensuing parental drama. But not today. Today I am writing for myself, to get organized, get some thoughts down - well, not on paper, but out in cyberspace - and then maybe they will stop floating around in my head ( Read more... )