You never say you're sorry. You just get mad, no matter who's fault it is.

If we continue down this road, my jealousies are going to be the end of it all.

I'm afraid of losing. We're all secretive people and nothing remains the same in all contexts. If we could be the same people in any pair of two that we are in a group, then I wouldnt be anywhere near as terrified as I am. And its true- I'm fucking selfish. Its why I ( Read more... )

Its too late. Its too late to turn back now. If the right things were going to be said- the chance to say them was last night. But I never say the right things when I need to. I understand- I do. And I know the conditions, expectations, and consequences. You're full of double-standards that I eventually learn to accept and even aprove of. And I do ( Read more... )

I'm not in the mood for your shit.

That's all it is- shit.

FUCK. YOU.

You ruin my perfectly good day.

I'm throwing the first 3/4 of Friday away and forgetting everything that happened. 
The last 1/4 of it, though, was grand. I picked up Hollis and we sat at the park for a bit before heading to Rocky- which turned out to be really nice. 
I like going with a small group of people. It was really cozy and I'M SO GLAD TO HAVE IAN AND ERIC BACK!
I also saw ( Read more... )

So all of the negative stuff about today and the bullshit I'll be appologizing for tomorrow totally doesn't matter anymore.

Because....

I got my tongue pierced today!!!!!

YAY!

[I think its funny that there's NOTHING HERE anymore.]

So. Very. Awake!
Gah, I know its early but I'm bouncing off the fucking walls here!

I got lost in Downtown last night going to Kylie's house...it was quite the adventure. 
I'll get there one day for a hang out session, but last night was doomed to be the night of endless turn-arounds, one way streets, and dead ends.
I was happy just to go home.

(On a ( Read more... )

So you take a slide....and some knives...and a pool of vinegar.

Add your faces.

And you have a dream come true.

Oh wait...I forgot the shovel.

***Public Service Announcement***See, there's this thing that exists in our fair city of Raleigh.  It is called the Fat Mexican Emo Kid.  It is inherantly evil and will try very hard to sell you (or give you) ( Read more... )

Both my parents are medicated and well...steroidal.
But I feel like today was good.
I came home and cleaned my room a little
There was some trouble with that, though, because 
the shavings I thought I had to put in the snake tank were the ones I already had in there
So I was left with a snake in a pillowcase and an empty tank...
Rachel drove me to the ( Read more... )

Rika forgot me at school today ( Read more... )