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i remember trying to describe my progress in healing my mind and trying to find peace. its like my whole skin has been ripped off(the breakup) and im getting skin grafts to repair my skin. it takes a while is painful in some instances some times the grafts take and sometimes they fail and when they do i just try and put on another skin graft ( Read more... ) -
day treatment
ive been sort of isolating my self on purpose these past few days. ive started the day treatment program. and im really trying to focus on me right now and trying to heal my broken brain. im just trying to get better. its been really hard trying to stay positive. it wears me out sometimes. -
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i feel so unhappy and lonly. i miss being in a relaionship. and even though i still have a ways to go. im feeling nervous about the idea of going to a new school. im going to be away from everyone that ive known. its going to be a whole new territory. i hope people like me -
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so here is what im trying to do, every time i think of my ex i start to remember all the bad times we had together.. the arguments, the fights, how we never really never agreed on most things. how he was so critical of me. they way i looked, reminded him of a whore, the way i did things wasnt "efficent" enough, how he always had to be right all ( Read more... ) -
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things i would like to say to my ex:
youre in this relationship for all the wrong reasons
shes nothing but a little rebound girl, becuase you can handle being alone, you chose her becuase shed be there when you left so she was "convienent"
one day shes gonna out grow you.
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What Do You Have To Say? - Give Me Something To Believe In
i believe that there is no right religion. I believe that gay couples whether married or un married should have that same rights as everyone else. and that president bush is a dum ass -
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How to juggle 2 major thingss at once: do as much as you can fore a really long period of time. obsessivly think about what would happen if each of those two things failed. get really anxious. and wait fore your head to explode. the end! -
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so its amazing how much tv can make you think. i was watching We ( womens entertainment) and there was this show about late in life lesbiens. and i was listening to this one woman who was listing of the benifits of being in a lesbien relationship. and i was thinking ok girls have the one thing that i whant and no guy will ever have, compasson. ive ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Warning:
beware the devil for it dwells in my butt! -
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hmm where does one even begin. what do i even say? i guess i shall start with what has got to be the most relevent to my life, it has been war. specificly in my head. i dont whant to dwell on how this came to be for i am just starting to heal that part of my heart. now i look inward and must focus on myself. i am creating a new person. i can ( Read more... )