I can't do this.

At 7:00 this morning, I won $5,000.

I am now in the running for up to $15,000.

Everything is just going my way lately!
Intense:
Winter Formal Court
"Best Smile"
January Young Woman of the Month
Nominee for The Irvine Company's Student Leadership scholarship (not that I stand a chance against Lauren Armstrong and Martine Stewart and the other 6 girls nominated)

DANG!

Everything is spinning out of control.
I went to the hospital today.

I could not imagine a worse weekend.

Worst night of my life by far.

I would just like to say that I have been working my ass off and I am very proud of myself.

I haven't written a substantial update in a realllllly long time ( Read more... )

Numb.

I really feel like things are turning around permanently.

And I couldn't be happier.

I hate just about everything going on with my life right now.