its been a while since we've discussed my writing arch nemisis. well the wait is over. today in class she said i asked to borrow a pen bc she was the closest person to me at the time and then she said "oh, by the way, i used your last name in a short story i wrote because i liked ( Read more... )

what is the point of writing a 5,000 word short story on a dream? and furthermore, what the EFF is up with craming every spiritual word you've ever heard into it at least 40 times a peice. AND because its a dream any critisism on the actual story can be easily thrown out the window. i could say "hey, this part doesn't make sense with this other ( Read more... )

i've had a pretty eventful couple of days. well, sort of. for me, at least. i don't regret anything i've done i just wish certain things were different. i wish i could manifest feelings that i don't have. and at the same time i don't. i know this all seems pretty vague (only like 2 people will understand what i'm talking about) so sorry about that ( Read more... )

I've been working all of spring break so yesterday was my official Spring Break Day. it was AWESOME ( Read more... )

Blackie was my black labrador/chow that my dad rescued 15 years ago. i know it wasn't the most original name but hey, i was just a kid. he was cutest most fluffy puppy ever! he was always so happy and loving. i'm going to miss him. my dad had to put him to sleep today. it was hard. more so because of all the recent tragedy. now my dad is alone in ( Read more... )

uuugh

i hate awkward admissions from friends!

the shock of his suicide has warn off a bit so i'm in a more social mood. sorry to anyone i may have been short with the past week. tomorrow is the funeral, so who knows. plus there's all this drama with him and his death and his wife and kids. ugh, i think i'm either gonna wanna go home and cry myself to sleep or go out dancing and drinking. lucky ( Read more... )

a family friend shot himself. he's dead. i can't stop crying and its not bc i'm so terribly sad about him, but because it's just too much for my dad to deal with. we just fucking got back from chicago where he had to bury the closest thing to his father that he's ever had; his father's last surviving brother. and now he has to fucking bury one of ( Read more... )

ever feel like there's something missing? like, something important you're forgetting or never knew about? its soooooooooo freakin weird. like i want something so desperately but have no idea what it is....very strange

Best Documentary - An Inconvient Truth. i didn't see the rest of the nominees but Al Gore is awesome ( Read more... )