This move back home, to the palace of monotone is quite, well boring. The freedom boredom gifts gives….but a gift in-between living it offers. Floating I am now, simply being, watching and conversing most often to my key board, and my friend’s voice mail, how I have so few left. There is a cat here and two dogs, a breezy back porch and a kind ( Read more... )

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10 Things I've Done That You Probably Haven't:, (The Lite Version ( Read more... )

things are lite, things are fine, things are boring...I am happy.....i dont know whatelse to say...i really want to have sex it's been a long fucking time....but whatever ok I'm done off to bed

everything is well...work tonight was good..making that bar lots of money and enough for myself to have control of my life again....got a job offer from bricks bar which is below sky bar down town i shall see what that's about before going to liquid tomarrow...saw marsha and her husband...hmmmmm...brooke looked smashing and i was feeling the ( Read more... )

No one does anything just to be nice never ever ever there is always some fucking angle

everything is going well here...first night at liquid COLOR CRAZY we were busy it was unreal although it doesn't feel the same as it was before no Chablis no mario no same old same 'ol it's rough but i always try to get back to things in my life which were good nothing is exactly how it was the first time--i am 29 after all-got hit on ( Read more... )

Just made it back to Naples FL.....15 hours of driving thinking crying and smoking cigs...I have two well done pork chops for lungs....I dont know if it's good or not but I am happy to be here.....it's a little stange but the sheet of stained stress has blown away in the wind...I have my control.... I'm 29 now...it's nice and scary I have decided ( Read more... )

Well…what a fucking week. Went to Miami…spent money on the show and have yet to be reimbursed for it…..got my credit card stolen and 200.00 of which was with drawn at the miami airport coming home on layover. That is finally fixed…..my loft was broken into while I was gone. Luckily the police came when my alarm went off nothing was taken ( Read more... )

Just got home last night, was rerouted and wasted a whole day in the airport…it was crazy…had a really bad landing in New Orleans and got red flagged again too…airport life is no fun……still dizzy from the flight and the time is setting in wrong but it’s nice to be here with paintbrush in hand. I have so many ideas….can’t wait to have a life ( Read more... )