i have decided to change my livejournal.com address, email me if you wish to further listen to me rant about all my goings-on, k hugs

egosarmchair@yahoo.com

also new AIM screen name: egosarmchair@aol

I have not reflected much lately, in words anyway…. as usual my brain is full and I must unload some. I’ve been spending my days lite, simply, simply living physically anyway, but my mind, that creative force, that one room in my mind where things grow toward the light of interest, well it’s starting to become wild and crazy but not messy. The ( Read more... )

it's been a long couple days, trying to get in the swing of things with the new job, they like me a lot, i work my ass off, i like feeling wanted, this is just a repeat of what i was doing well before school, during, and now after, so the only thing that has changed is me in some regard i feel my age now, but it's making me feel alive i guess, it ( Read more... )

All is feeling brighter, Walked out of Liquid Cafe, just had all I could take, every one has had enough there...I most certainly have too. Got a nice mindless job in Naples, been busy getting trained, I really like it and also the gallery idea and business proposalI wrote has been well recived by Sue's father, seems that pipe dream could make it ( Read more... )

errrr what a weird couple of days, I quit my new job, they liked me but it was hard to deal with so many issues with it, i just want something mindless so i can be myself, something I dont have to take home, got word my mother is not doing so good, seems she's rather close to the end with having MS, her medication is not working anymore... ( Read more... )

had fun last night at my art show/ brian's drunkin birthday party---woke up hungrey and hung over, with some goddamn Stevie Nicks song playing in my head over and over and over------going to work tonight at the GB, should be good, errrr i hate beer!!!!! i got to run, i guess i ate corn ewwww it's crowning, got a turtle head ppppokin' out

Things have been fine for sometime, it’s enjoyable, and I am so happy. This Thursday I have my show, looking forward to some sales, got a job in Naples at a most wonderful bar, they think I am “cute” and it was the reason or part of the reason I was hired, lately the word cute has been thrown on me, cute at 29?? Strange but it’s nice it’s be a ( Read more... )

Monthly Forecast for March, 2005 ( Read more... )

kind of an emotional night tonight, old friends..and all those points of fun drama and cut short love...weirdos coming into work, it was really odd although I am okay something was less then balanced about this day...it could not have been any more emotional...and a certain someone is really making me worry....the disconnect is there and I know ( Read more... )

It’s been a few days to long since I wrote; I sometimes don’t like to write whats on my plate if things are not as sound as my hopes for thoughts can or should be. I have been toying with ideas, direction, and everything really. Here I am again thinking of my standing, I have no degree and I am back at where I started, this time with less then I ( Read more... )