It is WAY to cold out. It is fucking snowing! Its April and it is snowing. There is something very wrong with that

I got my show up this morning. With two hours of sleep and I finished the largest painting all yesterday. I feel amazing. I am so happy it is up. I was scared before about how it would all turn out but I feel rather comfortable now. I will write about it later. The opening is on Sunday from noon-4pm there are only two people that read this ( Read more... )

I figured out I can never do anything I say I will. I said that I would write more in my journal and have not. I said that I would hang out with Adam and haven't. I said I would get a million pieces done before my show and I wouldn't. I said I would be able to drive for my birthday and haven't even gotten the permit book. I am almost 20 and ( Read more... )

I have a show that I finally got the details for. It is going to be in April at the Quadrant bookstore in Easton. The show opening will be on Sunday April 2nd from 12-4 and will go the whole month of April. Excitement! Maybe this will help me get out of my deep dive. I don't know I am just sick of all the shit. Oh and I am trying to more ( Read more... )

sadly I am still alive and breathing... I might update soon. I am falling apart and need to write.

Kristen

I have been dealing with an odd thing lately. If I am not in school I do not do anything at all. I am so lazy but when I am going to class I am up at 8:30am and I finally get home at 10pm. I really need a job that will just be on tuesdays and thursdays. I was thinking about walmart but I don't know if I want to sell my soul to them for a few ( Read more... )

I figured out I will be worth nothing to the art world till I am dead.

I can't even start explaining how I feel right now. I have the next month off from school and I am sad about it. I have nothing real to do and I can't be in my apartment another minute today. I am sick of that tiny ass space. I am sick of sleeping till 3 because it is too cold to get out of bed and do anything. I am sick of how dirt it is yet ( Read more... )

I just got done with a final exam which I thought was going to be the end of me but was rather simple. I am excited and calm now.

I came over to my mom's tonight because it is suppost to be REALLY cold and I now can't sleep. I hate not being in my own even if I have to sleep with a knee in my back or whatnot. I can't sleep in a strange place. I hate sleeping on a couch. I hate sleeping in basements. I feel like super-cunt right now.

Kristen