I have such a horrible headache and I have no clue what to do now. I got out of class early and I have a million and one things to do but no focus what so ever.

[*] I am shorter than 5'4 ( Read more... )

I just called my mom a little while ago and she made me cry. I was telling her about this nice shop that is closing down near me and then she said oh by the way we are going to dan's camera city tomorrow to get you a camera. My mom is fricken awesome sometimes. She said she is getting my brother another year on his cell phone so she will get me ( Read more... )

Today I am going to start a project that kinda scares me. I am doing this collage piece for class that will have some work from when I was a child, my photos from highschool, and a painting on top of it all. I am so scared of screwing up it is not even funny. I am putting pieces in this that I have had for years and years in a box that has moved ( Read more... )

I hate school right now. I have five million things to get done in the next few weeks and no energy. I went to bed at about midnight last night and woke up at about 2:30. I feel like shit and all I want to do is sleep. My arms hurt really bad because I painted for another 5 hours last night. Read more... )

I was not going to leave my apartment today at all but I had class today. I am getting sick of school again it is making it so I can't do anything at all. I get bitched at so much for not having a job but it is not possible with this retarded schedule I have. I am going to start learning how to drive so I can get a few different modeling jobs ( Read more... )

haev you ever felt like just working on one thing and everything is backing you up? I feel like I am artisticly blocked but not because of anything in my own control. It is a lack of money thing more than anything. I had this amazingly cool idea of something to do for my one painting and it is all getting fucked. I have been very tired recently ( Read more... )

It has been an odd day. I went and got some nice clothing this morning. (Kohls 80% off sale) And I felt horribly fat because nothing was fitting. I got a nice pair of bright teal pants, pair of jeans, a really funky skirt, and a really cute top all for $25. I think I did pretty dam good. Well I was rushing back home on buses that I didn't ( Read more... )

I have about 2 hours till my mom is coming to get me to go to her place. My mom is moving on monday into her first house. My mom is SO excited. Adam, if you want to after my mom gets everything settled we might be able to go over and hang out with my mom, eat some chinese food and watch a movie. Maybe help my mom paint her walls or something. ( Read more... )

Hello. I have been meaning to get back to writing again... Well I haven't been doing too much lately. I am in a painting class that is going well. I have fallen for the teacher so it is kinda disturbing. He is also my art history teacher. He is older but has some sick charm to me. But I know his wife and I enjoy them both so yeah I feel icky ( Read more... )