We are not the children of the future ( Read more... )

My therapist says i should try journaling when i have trouble sleeping. so i guess here goes. I can't sleep. I feel a little bit psychotic, a little bit confused, a little bit disturbed by all that goes on in my head when i can't sleep like this. I tried composing poetry in my head but it all came out depressed and tormented. The reason i can't ( Read more... )

I'm so pissed. The bank has taken almost three hundred dollars from me in the past two days, all because of overdraft fees. i bitched about the first 170 bucks because i knew it was my fault, but the extra hundred dollars i had deposited monies to prevent being deducted. This is absolutely fuckin ridiculous. So pissed. SO PISSED. I owe so much ( Read more... )

so i've planned another trip ( Read more... )

I'm so excited. My mom gave me a voucher for free roundtrip tickets to anywhere in the U.S., so i'm going to visit my friend maddie in california for a week and a half. It'll be awesome to get out of the cold weather and to see some new things, some different things. I feel like i haven't been able to breathe for eons, and now i see oxygen dangling ( Read more... )

I feel like i've been panning for gold all my life ( Read more... )

I've been feeling very odd lately. Restless. I've never really known very restless feelings before, even when waiting in line or at the hospital i've always looked around, at the ground, in magazines, at pictures on the wall. Anything to keep my eyes busy with something. But as of late nothing I look at satisfies, nothing I do brings any feeling of ( Read more... )

I've been having very interesting dreams lately. Maybe it's the fevers i've been having almost daily since i got sick two and a half weeks ago ( Read more... )

so apparently i got so drunk last night i blacked out and got into a flashing contest with someone. this rather bothers me, i know it's all in good fun but i feel like i made an ass out of myself, got out of control and that this shouldn't happen. it really, really bothers me :(

One page I was walkin along, minding my own sentence, when I stubbed my toe as i tripped over an unexpected period. I glared at it in passing, but continued on my way, limping the next line down, left to right. A few paragraphs later i smacked my head into an exclamation point, barely visible by the shade of the other page but solid as rock. I eyed ( Read more... )