There is something about that statement, that makes my heart melt. I dont know why, maybe because it was her that said it and because im trying so hard to believe that she doesnt love me at all. I just want to figure this out, can i have it all ( Read more... )

Seems like since we've become something, you dont wanna know. I've heard less from you recently than i have in the entire year.

It's amazing how good i am at playing the role, today i play the role of happy sarah. It's relatively interesting and easy to do. I just say things that make me seem sorta happy and or hyper and just go with the flow. Yes i do feel increasingly better since i got my fix that i have waited weeks for, but whats the point in letting on the truth ( Read more... )

Im afraid this isnt going to be a happy entry, although i shant let it get too depressing ( Read more... )

I have no desire to really ramble too much, but i will say that i am annoyed and i think that perhaps i am lonely. Not something i want to broadcast to the world but i think i am ( Read more... )

ok i am now pissed off cause it seems here is the only place i can get my thoughts down as everything else doesnt fucking save and loses all my thoughts. ARGH THIS PISSES ME OFF ( Read more... )

She made me feel like a human being. That's not the kind of thing you just forget.

i realised something today, i've been in this weird place where everyone is taking the time to judge me. My teacher, my classmates, my friends. Yet, it occured to me in my infinite wisdom of being judge but still being nice and listening to all their crap, who the hell are these people to judge me? I think i should interject here that this thought ( Read more... )

I love you all, i do, but there are times when i could happily kill each one of you. I was left alone last night by the people who supposedly are my best friends. It's ok for you guys, you can ditch me and hang out with your partners, friends or family me on the otherhand, you are my friends, i dont have a family and well my girlfriend is now my ex ( Read more... )

Today i will wake up alone, my brother will be with his pregnant girlfriend, my sister will be talking to her fiance, and me i shall be alone, nursing my broken heart from a woman who doesnt love me, who appears to have not loved me for a very long time and just lived in the cherade ( Read more... )