EDIT: everything is not okay. dont tell me this is life, that things will be ok ( Read more... )

Okay.

Its been hard, but the last few days have been awesome. Although i work 49 hours this week, Ive hung out with Joelle, Colin, Heather and Tom for like 3 day/nights in a row. I close with Mike Kaplan everynight this week so thats a party right there.

It sucks that I cant really talk to joe that much *ever* but i understand.

Still love you, bun

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Wow. saying good bye to Joe was one of the hardest things iIhave ever done. I am so...drained. so many lasts, so many lasts i didnt get to have.

it hurts so much. nothing has ever hurt this much.

I literally dont know what to do with myself.

NEW LAPTOP!

OMG I GOT A FOUR on BOTH AP TESTS!

yes!

I don't ever really update anymore. Pretty soley because I'm trying not to Gloat/Bitch so much (too little too late for some, right?) and since that's just about the only thing I ever did on LJ, I don't ever really update. But, for the first time since my birthday (I used that post to Gloat), I'm updating. To Bitch. Sorry :-( had to ( Read more... )

BEST BIRTHDAY EVER! 

• iPod from Allison, Joelle, Joe, and Aaron
• Clothes up the wazoo
• Car paraphenalia
• Love Poems and reg. poetry from the best boy ever

I love Joe(the most amazing boy ever!)  He got an amazing scholarship to an awesome school!

I am so proud of you Joseph!

life is amazing somtimes.

i got a prom dress. it is SO lovely. navy... halter.. lonnnnnggg.... sexxay

when you make allison angry, im sad.
when you make allison SAD,

im fuckin pissed.

http://www.myspace.com/ohbun