I have a few resolutions for the new year.
The first is to take a shower

I think the thing is, I'm far to depressed to leave the house. So I just sit and feel guilty and never sleep. On the plus side, I knitted a hat and one half of a pair of leg warmers.

I had a good conversation with my parents tonight. I feel less of a bad person than I have been feeling like. The shit that has been happening is life, and it's totally okay that I choose school over other things. They understand I can't focus on more than one thing. I am glad they understand. I have a feeling I'm not as crazy as I think I am ( Read more... )

In heaven, everything is fine
In heaven, everything is fine
You've got your good things, and I've got mine

I just spent 40 minutes on the phone with jordan, and that felt good. Being home is nice, but weird. It's weird not being surrounded by people all of the time. The semester finished well. The drive home was hell, I hit a guard rail. I have idea's and the time to accomplish them. My Field Work Term Job will be really good I think. My house is ( Read more... )

also

"everything was beautiful, and nothing hurt"

I have had some really good nights in a row. Ones with people who care, who are nice and generous. For as much as I hate being in performances, the people separate from the drama, are always the best. Yet after these wonderful nights were I feel okay and people are okay, I come back to my room and feel miserable. I only have one paper to write ( Read more... )

Despite all my rage, I am still just a rat in a cage

I got the job at the liberty science center
I got every class I wanted during registration, including one with Steven Bach
Kate and I are watching the L-word
Tomorrow we are seeing the parade

Prescription Cold medicine, I didn't know it exihisted till this week. I am sure glad I found out about it, it not only clears sinuses but makes you feel stoned! Cheaper than pot, let me tell you. For Christmas I asked for a lot of great things. These great things included the entire indiana jones collection, the incredibles, various books ( Read more... )