Got back from florida yesterday, feel a million times better than i did before I left.
This week will be really good, and then everything else will follow
Going to fast tomorrow for three days, then will have a killer weekend with friends

ps, don't come into my dreams and shoot me, it hurts

So heres what happened ( Read more... )

After this post, everything is private
Stop fucking up my life

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This weekend was tiring but fun. I am glad I have the friends that I do. I am glad that ending up in near JFK is much more fun then it sounds ( Read more... )

New goal: read more books instead of waste time on the internet ( Read more... )

Who knew that scientific studies would comfort me. I think I can sleep now.

I hate this feeling, this feeling of regret over a stupid action. It's so worry some and my stomach is in shambles, which just makes the whole thing seem more looming, but what is more fortunate is that this always happens so nothing is really wrong with my physically. I guess it's just not having the right people and the right balls to really ( Read more... )

It's so easy to end up here
The Fear, the fear, the fear

So I isolate myself from everyone, and it gets me in trouble, and I feel like I don't have friends. I do have friends, but I can't talk about the things I want to to these friends because everything is a giant incestuous mess and i trust no one. And all i want to be is be okay with being impulsive and not feeling that everytime i do something it ( Read more... )