seriously? sometimes i wish texting didn't exist. yes, it's convenient at times, but what's so difficult about making a fucking phone call? i get tired of typing with one thumb. (no, i do not have an awesome iphone or blackberry or whatever else with a keyboard.) just fucking call me. i get tired of text. i want a real voice. especially if i've ( Read more... )

how long before i get in
before it starts
before i begin

how long before you decided
before i know what it feels like

whereto where do i go?
if you never try then you'll never know

how long do i have to climb
up on the side of this mountain of mine?

Eating baguette with basil, mozz, and tomato, with a small glass of red for lunch, while watching a French/English bilingual movie (Paris, Je t'Aime) reminds me of being in France (and makes me long to go again), makes me feel like Spring is coming, and makes for a very comfy and relaxing day off. ^_ ( Read more... )

Obama came to the university yesterday to give a talk about wireless internet infrastructure, which surprisingly NMU is innovative in? who knew?

Anyway, it was neat that the president was in our small BFE town...

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

I just got so angry with the people hoarding animals and trash/shit on the A&E 'Hoarders' show that i actually started swearing at the TV and flipping them off, even though i am fully aware they can neither hear nor see me. It's one thing if you have a 'disease' that only affects you, but when you cause animals neglectful suffering, and also show ( Read more... )

in the two weeks getting ready for christmas i (and my mom) managed to break ( Read more... )

I just got chatted-up (i.e. hit on) in the library by a man who looked old enough to be my father. He asked what i was studying, and i said i was making a presentation, and i thought he would say 'good luck' or something along those lines, and move along. but no. Evidently he was watching me for a while (even though i'm facing the window. ( Read more... )

I ate $40 worth of excellent sushi for dinner tonight. plus a $10 double Tanqueray and tonic.
and then a $5 icecream from Coldstone.
can we say 'overstuffed and indulgent'? oh yes, yes we can.
I earned every bite of that huge dinner. :-)

i love spring.
*i breath in life, and air, and sweetness*

everything feels so fresh, and new.
the world comes alive again. and i notice everything.
all the little small beauties of the world.
the small miracles that make the world go round,
nature bloom,
trees grow..

i am so thankful to be here, now.