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cause actually doing my work would be productive, and we can't have that can we?
Recently I discovered I had dropped 6 lb. Just ... poof. Gone. I do (did) cross country, but because of asthma and being ill, I didn't actually run very hard or fast. This, with the combination of a lot of stress and maybe not eating as much as normal, all combines to none of my jeans fitting.
But what bothers me more, is my attitude towards it. ( Read more... ) -
whisper of the heart
how can you miss something you never had? -
back rubs
have you ever envied an anorexic's control? I don't know why I refer to anyone in this. No one reads it. But there has to be a you. You can be anyone. You can be one, or many. You can be everyone ( Read more... ) -
warm whispers
I'm weeping for honey and milk - Missy Higgins
It only takes a few words, but anything can set me off these days. I just feel ... sensitive. Tomorrow, I'll be travelling with my dad to look a university a couple of hours away. I'm apprehensive. His taste in music sucks first, but just us in the car. I'm guessing I'll have anywhere from 3 - 5 ( Read more... ) -
Everything's Unclear in the Rain
Tea should have as little milk as possible.
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So today was the third day of cross country practice, although only the second that I was able to attend (thank you dentist). We did core exercises, plyometrics *read; hell* and 300 intervals on the track. I was sorta diagnosed with asthma yesterday, and found it hard. As in last group hard. As in ( Read more... ) -
Send me the Moon
Or first days, haircuts, fear and a promise. Maybe
First Days
I am finally, finally, finally a senior. An actual, fearsome, strike terror in the hearts of the young senior. Today was the first day of such awesome. It was mostly made up of too much clapping, bad speeches, incredulity at my (visible) tan, posturing boys, sweet friends and blisters on ( Read more... ) -
THE MOST EXCITEMENT
EVER
I found the most magical of magical quills.
And now I am registered to Pottermore! I am so thrilled, its beyond words and in the realm of dancing :) I've really missed Harry Potter, and being able to join this website is really exciting for me. I love the sheer scope of the series, and how it is not just a couple different scenes (Hogwarts, the ( Read more... ) -
Mein Vater
ist eine total Ruck! Mit fünf Satze, er verärgert meine ganze Familie. Vater kennt mir nicht, mit ihnem Arbeit, er reiset vom Montag morgen bis Freitag Nacht. Er weisst nicht, wer ich bin! Ich glaube, er ist mein Vater, aber nicht mein Dad.
I know that my German is really bad, and got to say very rusty. Its been a long while since I did any. ( Read more... ) -
waistcoats and driving
one which I loved; and the other which I failed by two points.
I am disappointed obviously, and highly embarrassed. All of my friends have passed first go, and I hate that L did better then me. Its silly to be this competitive, and generally antagonistic towards Livia when we haven't seen one another for month or so, but the memory of the ( Read more... ) -
look alive
no other meaning.
>< The lights on the tarmac glowed, the rain beating down a symphony around them. Sakura didn't have to look to know that Sasuke was half watching the road, with the other eye on her face. He was characteristically silent, and the radio only ( Read more... )