Wow, hello! It has been over a year since my last entry. Seems like I'm noticing a trend in the way that I start my entries, and that is me basically saying "It's been so long since my last post!! WOW!". Yes, the times I come on this site are few and far between now, sadly. I guess I have come to the point where if I need to get something off my ( Read more... )

i think it would do me some good to think a little more positively. i suppose that most of my journal entries are inspired by a place of pain, and this is of course my way of releasing some of said pain. looking at my past journals makes me see how much of an angry person i really am. perhaps i have a right to be. people have shit on me my whole ( Read more... )

I'm a little sad about how badly my social life seems to be lacking. Fuuuck. Trying not to let it get me down too much. Must try to stay positive ( Read more... )

here i am again. aaaaah ( Read more... )

they say you are not a loser if you don't quit, but i have been at sierra for over 5 years now and i still have nothing to show for it. now i learn that i have been dropped from math A...again. fucking great, just wonderful. so much for my excitement about graduation. i screwed up again. what the fuck am i going to do with my life?

i could have sworn that i had made another entry after the 6th D: oh well ( Read more... )

i guess heather lopez from work doesn't like me? XD she denied my friend request, and well...it's going to be very awkward for me when i go back to work next week. i thought we where hitting it off, but i guess not. not everyone is going to like me i guess, and i should get used to it. it's a fact of life that i wont please everyone lol. i must say ( Read more... )

i really really really really really really really really really really really hate the math problems in astronomy. they make me cry :'( since i usually skip them it greatly affects my score. today i got 65% on my homework. i guess that's a D? it's hard to understand what the mathematical formula is asking for. i'm not at that level of math yet. it ( Read more... )

i think i'm over my insecurities with nick, and i finally feel really comfortable being with him. the more time we spend together, the better it gets. :) we've started talking about marriage- little tidbits- and about having kids and other things pertaining to our future. i know from experience not to move too fast, so he and i are focusing on ( Read more... )

i'm doing a little experiment right now! they say that humans can do so many extraordinary things because we have thumbs, right? well i wanted to see what life would be like if people didn't have thumbs, so i taped mine down. it's not as easy as i thought but i can still do mostly everything i could when they weren't taped! buahaha! (i'm so bored