Havent updated in fuckign forever on the real side of things. Life is going fairly well for me and my life is heading in a great direction. I love my girl, I love my band, I love myself. Nothing could be better. Oh wait scratch that Im a reject of the scene of nashua. Fuckign damn it I think I need to sport bandannas and track jackets to belong. uh ( Read more... )

does anyone ever think and wonder how much they are actually appreciated? Thereare times in life where you feelyou need to be compensated with gratitude when do things out of kindness. I hate longing and lingering for a little appreciation. Its almost like its not even there. I meen you should give credit where credit is due am i wrong? You seem to ( Read more... )

Things lately have been overwhelming. Little things you tend to realize can make huge differences in your life. Causing you to make choices that you may like or you make loathe. Well alot of great stuff has been making an appearance in my life. I found someone I am 100% happy with. I see this hauling for a long run but sometimes you never know. All ( Read more... )

long time no update. Well uh I guess I can try and squeeze 2 weeks of info into one small paragraph. I am currently arranging new living arangements as me and my sister can no longer live under the same roof. I have been forced to leave and only to return when I need my things. Me and Nessa are doing great. Contemplating moving in with her. All of ( Read more... )

How did I ever become so lucky? To have someone who cares as much as I do for them is just so overwhelming. Her taste, scent, and feel is just more than perfect. It breaks the common ground of what everones outlook on ideal really is. Staring into the eyes of her give me so much reassurance and security. This is something people search their whole ( Read more... )

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Life is so awkward sometimes. Sorry bout this. Its gonna be my rant of the week. You suddenly realize things and they either enlighten you or make you back away in fear. This past week has been so incredible. But something inside tells me not to drown to much in this pool of serenity. It definately not me. I know I could do this and customize it to ( Read more... )

Well today went pretty well with the exception of Vanessa leaving the weekend :(. That sucks so bad. I miss her already so much its crazy. We had the most amazing band practice today. We kicked so much ass and sounded so good. We are talking a contract over now to become nationals by october. Thats fucking fantastic. Im so stoked. Bought lots of ( Read more... )

Well I dunno if Ive gotten to you all recently but I worked my ass off this past week at Batesville Casket company. Make 13 an hour pretty cool money but harsh ass work. Had 2 good practices last week. Fun times. This weekend Ive been haning out with Vanessa alot lately.Shes a sweet great girl. Her family loves me too and its amazing. The first ( Read more... )